2011年3月17日 spring time flushing

    Its been miserable trying to flushing all of the excess water out of me that I had to drink for Monday's weigh-in. For some reason the sensation of being thirsty and hungry is so accomplishing. My current foe-food has been fat-free milk; its so tempting to drink the entire gallon *____*

     I'm afraid of weighing myself. If I'm 86lbs I'd cry...I just hate the feeling of fat cells growing to make me a giant undefinable thing.